Abomination - Trez

People talk, what’s next?

Most of the time it’s behind ya back

Ima live my life with no regrets

He who is without sin cast the first stone

You gon throw one? I didn’t think so

Broken heart, broken dreams

Broken life, broken wings

I stepped out, paid the price

Gone too deep, won’t think twice

Called me all out my name

Had no clue «What that mean?

What’s my name? Who am I?

How do I identify?»

Lying, crying, dying, buying

Everything I can’t confide in

Don’t feel whole, lost my drive

Trying to just survive

Now I embrace what you hate

I found love, ain’t it great?

I’m gone keep on my work

You can talk, I’ll just serve

You say I’m unworthy

I’m not status quo

I am an affront to creation

You try to control me

But you’ll never know

Judging by your own limitations

And try as you might I’m a mystery

We both have our points and we disagree

But if you can’t grow

Well then you’ll have to get on

Cus I won’t be your abomination

Take it from me

How you know what I feel?

Even though

I been through, back and forth

I don’t know, am I sure?

Smile big, play the part

Inside I fell apart

Do I put me on display

Already know what they gon say

«He's a sinner, he’s a demon

In a struggle, he needs Jesus

Get the oil, gather saints!

Hold him down, must restrain!

Send him to therapy

Chain him up, heresy

If he fails then that’s tough

Guess he don’t want it bad enough» (What? Listen…)

I can’t be sorry for

Who I am when you’re late

Worried bout what I like

How I love, who I date

Disappointed, hurt your heart

Wait hurt your heart? I got scars

Healed myself from your wounds

Could care less if you approve…

And to the babies that look up to me for what I taught

Never be afraid to live in peace the way you ought

Don’t go looking ‘round the world for your self-affirmation

Took B’s advice threw some str8 deuces at the train station (and that’s why)

You say I’m unworthy

I’m not status quo

I am an affront to creation

You try to control me

But you’ll never know

Judging by your own limitations

And try as you might I’m a mystery

We both have our points and we disagree

But if you can’t grow

Well then you’ll have to get on

Cus I won’t be your abomination

No, I won’t be yo abomination

All that criticizing, that condemnation

All your frustrations won’t knock my concentration

I will never flop

So you might as well stop

So forget your conversation

So stereotypical

None of it is critical

Living life on a pedal stool, but who made you a general?

So judgmental

But if you were so mental

You would recognize and see all the things that I’ve been thru

Nah, I ain’t perfect and ain’t claiming to be

From the outside looking in, it ain’t plain to see

That I’ve been hurt a few times, words cut deep

Suffocation from the gossip makes it hard to breath

But Ima stand tall, no matter what they say

Got my eyes on the prize and they can’t take it way

You’ll never be getting the best of the me

What’s next for me

Is the fact that u will never get to me

No, you don’t wanna step in my shoes

Wanna pick and choose

What you’ll explain away and what you’ll accuse

Got my mind on the kids

And I’m not going nowhere

You tryna tell me all about

Wanna scream and shout

What’s a choice to be loved or to live in doubt?

You can call me misled

But I’m not going nowhere

And if you can’t grow

Then you can get gone (used to know you in another…)

You say I’m unworthy

I’m not status quo

I am an affront to creation

You try to control me

But you’ll never know

Judging by your own limitations

And try as you might I’m a mystery

We both have our points and we disagree

But if you can’t grow

Well then you’ll have to get on

Cus I won’t be your abomination

You say that I’m crazy

You think I’m confused

It’s all in my imagination

You try to control me

But you’ll always lose

No one buys your broad condemnation

And you’ll never break my identity

Yes, you must be stopped if you’re hurting me

So if you keep your views

Well then baby I refuse

No, I won’t be your abomination