Give Me the Pain - Praise

Did I ever feel?\nI still fall\nLying to myself that I’m over it all\nThe same delusions are getting old\nTired of feeling like my life’s on hold\nSomething we shared?\nI need to stop asking myself.\nIt’s always been nice to hold tight\nTo something that not have ever been right\nGive me the pain\nSomething to hold onto\nI am holding on to memories\nI need to let go of you\nWandering or free to roam?\nI’ve still never learned to be alone\nIt was perfect on the surface\nUnderneath I was always nervous\nCan I take a step forward?\nI keep turning back\nIt’s always been nice to hold fast\nto something I should have left\nin the past\nGive me the pain, give me the pain\nWho can we blame when our feelings change