Trust - Nuckles

You think you know about betrayal

Open up your ears and listen closely to this tale

Ain’t no fuckin fiction, how I’m living in this hell

So when I bring you to my world you better come and listen well

Now Imma speakin' all my feelings like never before

Never thought I had to do this I can’t hide it no more

You could never really understand the way that I feel

Been through hell, the pain I went through man it seems so unreal

Backstabbed too many times I know these wounds never heal

I gave you all of my trust, and now I know you not real

You can never really understand the way that I feel

Been through hell, the pain I went through man it seems so unreal

Backstabbed too many times I know these wounds never heal

I gave you all of my trust, and now I know you not real

How the fuck you wanna judge me, you know nothin' 'bout my life?

Had a narcissistic mother, you ain’t know about my strife

If you ain’t really got nobody just rely on your blood

But how the fuck I’m posed to do that mom left me in the mud

She tried to make 'em choices for me, just to make her feel better

So she could fit in with her friends, I turned to a go-getter

I was shown so much hate 'cause I stood for my thangs

So when she threw me to the wolves, I came back with their fangs

So I don’t turned into a demon, I ain’t really give a fuck

'Cause when she see she hurt her child, she ain’t really give a fuck

So when they see me talk about me, I don’t really give a fuck

'Cause when I was down and alone, they ain’t really give a fuck

I got trust issues, how could you blame me?

How could you love me, how could you hate me?

When I was down on the ground they proceeded to kick me

But I was too numb man, they could never break me

You could never really understand the way that I feel

Been through hell, the pain I went through man it seems so unreal

Backstabbed too many times I know these wounds never heal

I gave you all of my trust, and now I know you not real

You could never really understand the way that I feel

Been through hell, the pain I went through man it seems so unreal

Backstabbed too many times I know these wounds never heal

I gave you all of my trust, and now I know you not real

Some talked about me, some they betrayed me

But never they fought me 'cause they know gang is my safety

I’m from Qasba Safya nigga and I ain’t got no shame

I merch it all on my brothers and put it all on my gang

I ain’t mean to hurt you baby, I just can’t trust a soul

And I can’t open up my heart, I can’t be losin' control

I wanna die before I’m 30, I don’t wanna be grown

So why you wanna be with me if you gon' be all alone

I’m a devil sometimes I wonder if heaven’s my home

Or am I going to hell, taking satan off of his throne

So I shut my feelings down, now I’m cold as a stone

Can’t be havin' no connection like a broken phone

Yea I love that girl to death, but ain’t no trust in my body

'Cause they done played me and betrayed me, I can’t trust nobody

I can never catch feelings, and you know they ain’t caught me

So how the fuck you want me now, when my momma ain’t want me?

You could never really understand the way that I feel

Been through hell, the pain I went through man it seems so unreal

Backstabbed too many times I know these wounds never heal

I gave you all of my trust, and now I know you not real

You could never really understand the way that I feel

Been through hell, the pain I went through man it seems so unreal

Backstabbed too many times I know these wounds never heal

I gave you all of my trust, and now I know you not real