Notebook - Killing Heidi

I was looking through your notebook

Without a lock, just like a little book

Open it up, gotta have a look

See what you’re up to even though you didn’t want me to

Oh want me to

Gotta check up on all the things you wrote

Sizing me up, I make a mental note

Figure it out, gotta crack the code

Uncover a sign that’s gonna show me what you want to do

What you want to do

Feel it fall apart now baby

'Cause I’m tired but I can’t stay asleep anymore

'An it’s time that I found out what all this was for

Cover it up, I’m gone without a trace

Take it into my secret hiding place

Making it grow big in a little space

Now I’m doing all the things you told me not to do

Oh what not to do

'Cause I was looking through your notebook

Without a lock, just like a little book

Open it up, gotta have a look

See what you’re up to even though you didn’t want me to

Oh want me to

'Cause I’m tired but I can’t stay asleep anymore

An' it’s time that I found out what all this was for

Oh an' I’m tired but I can’t stay asleep anymore

Oh an' it’s time that I found it was nothing

Your roots they grow in the soil of my fear

Gotta get you all out, I can’t breathe with you here

Your twisted reign felt like a thousand years

I no longer feel close to the things that I’m near

Your vision appears, I feel clouded and dumb

I don’t wanna feel nothing, don’t want to be numb

Gotta purify all those places you’ve been

'Cause you got in so deep and did damage unseen

'Cause I’m tired but I can’t stay asleep anymore

An' it’s time that I found out what all this was for

Oh an' I’m tired but I can’t stay asleep anymore

An' it’s time that I found out what all this was for

And you tear it apart, apart

Oh you tear it apart