Abyss - ImDontai

Stuck in a loop in cycled depression, feel my body stressing

I can’t sleep if I wake up from message of the movement of my lady

Feel my energy is fading, feel my soul crying

Yet I’m still trying, I am not dying

Death kill, murder self from a voice that’s

Up in my head, feel like I’m stuck in abyss

Miss when I was just a kid, nah, I was the same then, thinking same sin

Love my momma, but I’m barely home 'cause it bring up the same shit

Feeling worthless, feeling trash because her man was on my ass

And made me feel like I wasn’t shit when I was really just a kid

Constantly said I wouldn’t make it in this world 'cause I’m so forgetful

Guess I’m better dead because my mental

Funny thing is, nothing changed

I’m still forgetting everything but, nigga, look how far I came

And I ain’t kill myself

No, I ain’t kill myself