Painkiller - Dichotomy

I’ve been trying to get some sleep

I’m laying here dreaming of you

You took my breath away

When you left me, you took it with you

I’m tired and sad but that’s not new

It’s nice to see you now because you screwed me over

I’d like to show you that I’m doing fine

I hope you regret me, 'cause you’re one of mine

All, all I ever wanted

Was for you to fit into my bottle

To be a painkiller

To be a painkiller for me

I’m not myself right now

I’m trying my best to stay on the ground

I think I’ve grown back to my roots

Or am I branching out?

And all, all I ever wanted

Was for you to fit into my bottle

To be a painkiller

To be a painkiller for me

All I have are my memories

And I can’t let myself come back

I need a painkiller

I need a painkiller for me

I’m so sorry that I let myself down

I’m trapped in my mind and I can’t get out

I’m so sorry that I let myself down

I’m trapped in my mind and I can’t get out

All, all I ever wanted

Was for you to fit into my bottle

I need a painkiller

I need a painkiller for me

All, all I ever wanted

Was for you to fit into my bottle

I need a painkiller

I need a painkiller for me

And all I have are my memories

And I can’t let myself come back

I need a painkiller

I need a painkiller