Alex - Alex Infinity

Okay

Abuela died, had to realign

Feels like nothing on the outside is real as what’s inside

Having thoughts of suicide

Will I live to 25? I don’t know

Either way, I’ll never die cuz my name written in stone

Feel my soul, let my spirit fly

Think I wanna cry

I been dealing with some shit that got me fuck up deep inside

Getting high

Just don’t make me feel alive

Like it used to

Trynna link up with my highest self, like it’s Bluetooth

Yuh!

Feel like no one really understand me

See me for who I was, but dont see me for who I can be

I’m planning the greatest thing you’ve ever never seen

Love and hate it’s all the same I’m too busy chasing a dream

I got demons in my family tree

That shit bother me

So I walk this lonely road

I just wanna know where it leads

Seventeen

I was on my own

Focused writing verses

Ain’t nobody sing along

Fast forward now I reversed it

Purposeful

That’s how I move

I remember sleeping on the floor in the dorm rooms

3 am and I was trippin off the shrooms

Only got one life, boy what the fuck you gon do?

Yeah

I was 19

With a fire in my heart

Focused on the wrong things

Weed, pussy, and shopping carts

I would drive a whole hour for a kiss

I ain’t even get it, drove my ass home pissed

But fuck it

I was young

Now I’m 21

Drop two albums in 4 months

Everyone who ain’t believe in me, right now is looking dumb

Out in public, strangers saying that my new shit bumps

I’m from the 818 but shawty phone is 661

Got the city heating up like I’m that SoCal sun

So if somebody talking shit, just know you talking bout the one

Came a long way from writing verses in detention

And skipping class just to spark a blunt to ease the tension

Lessons learned, dropped out the University

Got some things I can’t explain, between the universe and me

Plus my nan in heaven, I know that she pulling on some strings

That’s a bond that can’t be broken, 99-infinity

Fore' she died I told her nan, I promise that I’m gonna make it

They don’t give it to me then I promise that I’m gonna take it

My name Alex like The Great, they gon love it, they gon hate it

Either way, the boy a legend so respect it when you say it

And I’m gone